Gaius and the birds are not getting along. He isn't hunting them yet, but it does look like that isn't so far down ther road. Therefore I have come to a hard decision, namely that I will give my brids away. This sis something that has been brewing for a long time, I just have not been able to admit to myself that I have lost iterrest in them some time ago.

I have an over developed sense of responsibility, by this I mean that I think it is my duty to keep a pet as long as it lives no matter how I feel, since I bought it in the first place. Now I have face the fact that for their own safety the birds need a new home. It was pretty hard for me to accept that I am not interrested in them any more and that I would rather give them away. As a friend of mine said, if I was really attached to them in the first place I would never have gotten a cat.

I did hope that Gaius and the birds would get along but since it does not seen to work too well, on the other hand it has only been three weeks, I do not want tot take the risk that the birds will be injured or killed I would rather find them a mew home, where their owner is more into birds than I am anymore. I gues I needes this situation in some way to realize that finding a new home for them is what's for the bestr, but I stll feel guilty and like a failed pet owner.

But like I said, I do not want to risk the birds safety any longer, since it does not seen like Gaius will see them as anything else besides prey. I can't stay up nights stressing over it, losing sleep and my apetite. This situation also stresses the birds quite a bit.

I have asked arounf and some people might know people who might be interrested in heving budgies, so tomorrow I am giving a friend of mine a call to see if any of the possibillities pan out. If any of you know anybody who might be interrested please let me know.

Löysin tänään Portisheadin. Siis sen bändin.

Olen miettinyt pitkään, voiko Harry Potter -kirjasarjan nähdä toisen maailmansodan traumojen käsittelynä, ja voiko sarjan valtavan suosion osittain selittää näiden periytyneiden traumojen käsittelyn tarpeen kautta.

Dong Bei Hu oli sittenkin hyvä kiinalainen ravintola.

Nyt nukkumaan. Huomenna Fazerille aamiaiselle.

As a part of my new year, better year -plan, I shall try to post more to Livejournal. Who knows if this will actually happen, but I can sincerely try and I can also check how my new year's resolutions are moving along.




( New Year's Resolutions 2010 )

Traditional contemplation about how my year went.



can be found under this link: ( 2009 )

Gaius wakes us up every morning with a gravity defiying leap and poking us in the face. If that isn't enough cleaning our nostrils will wake us for sure.

Christmas was peaceful, full of food and family. I feel happy and now it's back to work. I did some work on that over due essay yesterday, and it's nearly finished. Not much correction needs to be done actually, phew.

I have been reading Michael Jackson's biography, it's really good. I can't beleieve I used to be ashamed of being his fan!

Keidenköhän muiden jouluun kuuluivat niinkin perinteiset asiat kuin seepiat, jälkeiset, juutalaiset (tumma paahto), Therion ja kokovartalokumiasut? (Näin kohokohdat mainitakseni.)

Hih, taidan tietää tasan tarkkaan keiden kaikkien. Kiitokseni heille. Ei olisi tällaista kotona.

Huomasin jopa pitäväni joululauluista, kun ne esittää Ella Fitzgerald tai Tori Amos.